- AIN'T NO TRUTH IN YOU WORDS!
Waking up early all week. School was okay today, it's always good with the right people. After school me and the girls went eating and then everyone went home. Tomorrow I'm going to work out, I always feel good after the workout and I really need something to cheer me up these days.
Dagarna går, månaderna springer förbi. Jag hänger inte med längre. Lifet är verkligen en gåta. Idag kallade någon mig naiv, hon sa "du tror för gott om människor". Jag satt tyst en stund och tänkte på det och meningen med det. Sanningen är den att jag verkligen gör det, jag tror på folks godhet hellre än att tro på deras ondska men inser nu att det inte är en fördel för mig. Jag har blivit lurad av ord som jag trott var äkta, vänskap kärlek? Vem vet egentligen vad det betyder, vem vet egentligen vad det innebär? Jag trodde jag visste men nu är jag osäker på allt jag trodde på innan. Jag önskar jag kunde knäppa med fingrarna och vara någon annanstans för jag passar inte in här. Trust no one!!!
- CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT!
I always belivied in love, trusted the feeling and made my choises by heart. I have loved and lost, I have built up a trust that was crushed into pieces. I have never felt this hurt before. Life is a lie, love is an even bigger lie and trust, there is no such thing as trust. Every day is a struggle. Im lost! lost lost lost lost . . . .. LOST!
- BE MY CANDLE IN THE DARK!
I grew up wishing you would be my friend too, wishing we could do the same things you did with them. I believed we were as tight as you and they are but now I realize I was wrong. While wishing for your friendship and trust I totaly lost it, it don't matter how hard I try, how much I do you'll never treat me as you treated them. I'm sure you love me and that's a fact, but I need much more than that but you will never understand. You have never given me reason to trust your love. I can never disrespect you, I can never lie to you the way you think. I'm lost without your trust but I have already given up, matter in fact it feels like you've sold me for a small price. Sold my trust and I will never turn my back on you but it's easy to lose someone you never cherish. I'm so sad to know you've forgotten how much I love you and need you. You have always been the queen of my heart!
- I REALLY WANT YOU!
I'll leave the world one day, in a way that make the angels cry, but I don't want you to cry when I die. I want you to smile, want you to fly.
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- FIGHT THEM ALL!
Tudeloooo, Today I'm free from school, it feels good cuz I need it. Feel kind of knocked down, my whole body feels sore. Anyway, I woke up at 12.00 o'clock made myself some breakfast and now my sister is home from school and i'm just chilling in my bed. And that is what i'm gonna do the rest of this day! Tomorrow on the other hand I'm gonna be the great big sister I've always been and take care of my sister. Hope she will have fun even if I'm around. Now I'm just waiting for Vampire diaries to finish so I can look at it. Gosh I love it so much, actually it was my best friend Maria who almost forced me to start watching it and after the first episod I couldn't resist it so here I am throwing my time away for it haha meanwhile my two best friends Liza and Maria is cooking food and enjoying eachothers company. Hope you guys have fun, I LOVE YOU!
- TIME IS MONEY!
- Tell them I'm never gonna tell!
Having a good evning?! Cuz I am, I have had the best day ever! Really I'm not kidding, everything was so perfect, I think I'm inlove with today! So I went to school and met my bobbys. Then I met the cutiepie soooo sweeet and we had sucha a good time together, thanks darling for today it was so great! And after that I met my girls whom I love verry much. Ja i alla fall så hade vi riktigt kul och bestämde en riktigt masssa bus till sommaren!
När jag kom hem lekte jag med Zachi ute på gården. Älskar min bebis han är allt för mig!!!
Imorgon blir det maxad träning och lite möte för herr viktigpetter och C/o. Jaja men jag e bara glad jag för träffa mr. Turtle och Herr Glader!!
We will never se a greater love than the love we share, yes it is a "for ever" friendship and yes it is respect and yes we will never let another person come between our souls. Yes we are strong - forever - together - M-L-M
- BRING THEM HOME!
Tudeluu, I woke up kind of early today haha not :P I got up from the bed and straight to the kitchen, so damn hungry. My beloved brother Ackebacke came with Cindu and they spent a couple of hours here with us then they took Zachebacke with them to play tennis in Helsingborg. Mommy made foooood, mmm jummy!! Rabie my other beloved brother and my uncle came right in time to be served some tasty meat. hahah. And when everyone had left I took a bath! jAJAJAJAJAJ har även plattat mitt hår och ska snart nana, ska nämligen upp kl 07.00 imon för att hinna till lund kl 10.00. Efter skolan ska jag träffa sötnosen wihoo äntligen ska vi ses haha har bestämt flera gånger men inte blivit av så imorgon blir det!
Anyways saknar mina flickor såsåså mycket GAGA olalah lala ramamah! Nu ska jag fortsätta chatta med sköldpaddan och glader se yaa!!!!
- I HOPE YOU SEE ME !!
Some days, like today, I wonder how it is possible that people get so filthy througout the years. I'm rally thankful for the way my parents have raised me and my sisters, even for the way the raised my brothers. I can't remember ever seeing parents like mine. They taught us to respect all human beings and never hurt anyone, even if they hurt us, they taught us to just turn our back and walk away. I think they are right cuz God is the greatest, It is Him who judge us in the end and that is just a fact that not many people know. I was taught to never talk about people in a bad way and I don't feel I do, sure I sometimes talk about facts but I don't feel that is wrong and whatever I say about a person I would say it in her/his face cus i'm not afraid. The last past days I have thought over and over again about people I'm familiar with, people I never could imagain would be disrespectful to anyone, how can you live with yourselvs, huh? Is it really that hard to try, try to show some respnsibility? For the first time I have realized that you can never se if a person is good or bad, people are so fake nowadays that it scares m. I'm disappointed but at the same time I'm proud, proud to be ME, proud to have my truthful friends, my respected and great family and most uf all I'm proud to be the child of two so perfect persons that the sky falls down when they pray. I'M PROUD TO BE A GOOD PERSON!!
If you ever thought I would cry over an ashole like him you're wrong, if you ever thought I would shed a tear because of him you have lost your mind, I'm just wondering why you think I would be crying when It is you who has been fooled and lied to?! You're so yesterday girl, he is so not my type ;)
Don't ever let somebody tell you you're not worth it. You're a queen in my eyes <3
- IT IS ENOUGH!
- It is obvious, so obvious!
I'm drowning in my own tears, trying to compare, trying to see the good before the bad but in my head nothing make sense. I was right in the spot, right where I belong but I lost it, lost the thought and the good feeling. I'm broken inside and I don't even know why. Trying to face the truth: life is not a fairytale but something is in the way. Where do I go when my eyes can't see, when my nose stop breathe, when my legs can't walk and my mouth can't talk? I'm lost in a world of hatred, in a wrong place for me to be, in this world I don't belong.
Det är så svårt att förstå sig på allt nuförrtiden. Verkligheten säger mig bara en sak: Smärta! Helt seriöst sedan jag blev "äldre" har det inte gått en enda vecka jag känner veckan ut att "livet är vekligen underbart". Klart det har funnits dagar men inte en hel vecka i streck. Är det standard? Ska det va så att man nästan inte pallar bry sig längre när man är i så ung ålder? Jag är i och för sig inte den som ger upp, det kommer komma den dagen då jag ska uppfylla alla mina drömmar no matter what it is!
JAJA STIIIICK!
- MariaLiza&LizaMaria
- Trust nobody in this life!
God morgon. Vilken härlig dag det är idag, solen skiner som bara den och jag börjar sakna sommaren mer och mer. Jag ska snaret iväg och träna, därefter blir det skola och sedan ska jag nog till bibloteket och plugga. Det kommer vara mycket plugg nu den närmaste veckan på grund av en (fan ta grammatik) Grammatiktenta. I'm so sick and tired of this course. Anyway, jag ville egentligen bara skriva att jag älskar mina apor, flickor, töser. Ja kärt barn har många namn. Finns inget bättre än att vara med er och prata med er. Ni är mina ledstjärnor tack för allt!! Nu måste jag kila iväg till bussen (L)
KÖSSHEEEJ
JAG ÄLSKAR ER GLÖM ALDRIG DET!
